CG 08

just got back from my kickboxing class and as always, the kicking and the punching helped me ease the pain. the kicking and the punching of course comes with the imagining that gay x is right in front of me and i'm aiming at those sweetest spots e.g. his balls - that never did me any good and will never actually be of any use so might as well hit it hard, his dick that was oh soo good...NOT...his neck...no reason..i just wanna hit his neck too...his chin, his nose..all of his face...well ok..every part of gay x's boday is sooooo good to hit. NOTE TO SELF: Don't drink gin til 5 in the morning and smoke half a pack of reds and sleep for 4 hours after crying for 12 coz the sweat's gonna sting your eye and the rage will give you a pseudo m.infarction if you're planning to settle it in the gym. meanwhile...from the office to the gym i pass by several coffee shops and posh restos, ( of course we're in BHS and yeah suck it shokoy we belong here you don't) i see hordes and hordes of gay guys...(i should come up with a term...FAG seems too harsh and demeaning...gay guys is just too cute of a term to use when you see a band of gay gorillas..cock-sucker and ass-licker are too graphic and blatant...hmmm....top guy bottom guy..whatever...oooh i wonder if gay X is a top or a bottom?hmmm....interesting...) and i ask myself Why are gay guys/fags/cock-suckers/ass-lickers/topguys/bottomguys everywhere? All the guys that attend my class are also gayguys/fags/cock-suckers/ass-lickers/topguys/bottomguys where are the men i need????!!!!!WHERE!???? old, middle aged, 20s, teens even kids...they start out young you know...so don't ever believe a 35 year old gayguy/fag/cock-sucker/ass-licker/topguy/bottomguy that he just found out about being a gayguy/fag/cock-sucker/ass-licker/topguy/bottomguy a month after you've broken up with him. THAT IS PLAIN BULL.(cutting the profanity here people!) Is there hope for the women?or only love for the butterflies?(yeah butterflies refer to gayguy/fag/cock-sucker/ass-licker/topguy/bottomguy in this context). You can never tell who's straight and who's not..they all come in different shapes, sizes and colors...yeah a lot of foreigners are gays.(gay x lover is a foreigner...an alien..green and one eyed..hahaha...of course im kidding!) In fairness to gay X he can pass a straight guy if he just sits down and shuts up his piehole. i should be happy for him he's out of the closet...NOT! hehehe...i will be...in the future...i hope. I am not losing hope. somewhere out there is my hot surfer dude without any real encounters with gayguy/fag/cock-sucker/ass-licker/topguy/bottomguy. BTW...yay! bolinao this weekend! MOVE OVER lorenzo...the floor will be mine! BWAHAHAHAHA! ♥B♥