CG 08

Little darling belle with such a fragile shell
In the powerful way that love seems to make her all regret it now
And if she'd only say what's wrong, she can't go on

You've got to be strong now
And if I come and hold you now
You'll be safe and sound

Little lonely face that no one ever sees
You see the thing she believes is life is bittersweet if she'd open up to me
And its the only thing she dreams, you gotta believe

You've got to be strong now
And if I come and hold you now
You've got to be strong now
If I hold you now
If I hold you now
If I hold you now

Ooh god if I could change a thing tonight we won't be lonely
Ooh god if I could change a thing
Why does it have to be this way

You've got to be strong now
And if I come and hold you now
You've got to be strong now
If I hold you now
If I hold you now

Tala 說:

In times like this, when you don't know what to do or which way you're going, this song has somehow made me feel fine. It's been playing repeatedly. I don't know for how long since I'm not aware, for over an hour probably but I never get tired of listening to it. It only sucks that there's no one real singing it to me right now. I wish the singer was real. Not that he's some inanimate object of some sort, but yeah he's apparently the one who sang the song. I don't even know where he is or what he's currently into. Does he still play even? Jeez, if there was only someone who could hold me now... Ooh crap, I've really got to be strong now. *Sighs*

See how the current situation is turning me into? It's making me sound depressed. Truth be told, I really am. I guess our SMB slash GSM nights are neverending eh, B? Thanks for your company though. I really appreciate it.

But my big question to myself is... what will happen to me now? Let me quote what Girl from Hsinchu said, or asked, a few days ago, "San ka na pupulutin ngayon?" Heck, I don't even know how to translate that. Where am I going? Fick.

I want to stay. I mean, not for a long time, but I don't want to leave yet. Sheesh, why do I sound like I'm being evicted?

Not long ago, another thing came up and I don't know how to deal with it. Gawd. No dinero, no chulo, no trabajo??? What else is my next no? No futuro??? Waaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

My effin' tooth is killing me. Piff!

Ooh god If I could change a thing... Why does it have to be this way?

~You've got to be strong now...~

Crap.