aw gawd i was enjoying my time on facebook and multiply til i got a very angry message from the X about 5 minutes ago. I'm still shivering from the shock...apparently he called me a bitch and told me he read my multiply blog and that he never wanted to get back with my fat ass.(i know hunny, asses are what you're all about...unfortunately you're not after mine).
Now i'm confused...i'm not allowed to blog anymore? I wasn't allowed to be angry..i wasn't allowed to say anything...i wasn't allowed to express what i have inside me and now i really have to shut up?! bummer.
TO THE X: let me be..this is my only release. Turn a blind eye and a deaf ear if you can't handle the dirrrrty laundry i've been parading here. I don't care if they laugh about me..It's me...ME..exchanging hate messages is really ugly and energy-consuming and tiring.JUST STOP IT ok? STOP!!!!! you said it that you removed me from your friends list in friendster and FB because you wanted to let me be..now why did you have to look into my blogs and send me super angry messages? what do you expect me to do?clap for you and be really genuinely happy for coming out of the closet? Do understand it's normal for me to be this way..it hasn't even been a month and you expect me to accept it all??i'm not SUPERWOMAN. I'm not that BIG HEARTED as well. Just be happy in your corner and i will be in mine. Seems you don't need healing..I DO. this is part of it.ok?!
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